مدیر فروشگاهThere are moments in life when you are frankly bored. No, not in the sense that there is nothing to do, but in the sense that everything is boring.
I’m really tired of everything.
Tired of repeating the same actions day after day, year after year… It’s annoying.
Essentially I live to live. All my actions are aimed at moving forward in life. And that’s okay. Fine? Usually.
I’m tired of routine, repetition.
The meaning of life in life. This is how we live.
“Enough, I don’t want to,” I tell myself and go to the blogs.
I’m going not to flood, not to fap new games, not to shit bricks from the Elite World, not to troll and not to live.
I don’t need it. This, only in a different form, I get in life.
I’m going to rest, abstract myself… And most importantly, express myself.
I can’t in life just stand up like that, say everything that’s accumulated, everything that’s in my head. But emotions and thoughts need an outlet.
They get it on the blogs.
That’s why I click the "add" button.
That’s why I waste my time and energy.
I’m interested in this, I need it.
You may ask, what https://heyspin-casino.uk/withdrawal/ does inspiration have to do with it?? I think this is inspiration. That burning desire to write, express, think.
I always want this. My whole being constantly strives for this. I can’t live without it. This is my drug, my medicine.
Just letters? No. This is my life, my coded thoughts.
Games are made from program code, the code consists of symbols.
I make my life out of thoughts, my thoughts are composed and expressed from letters.
My life is a game. And I want to play as I need.
That’s why I click the "Add" button. This is what my inspiration, my life consists of.
But I’m human. I have instincts, including herd instincts.
That’s why I blog this. So I’m looking forward to the reaction to my thoughts. Looking for support? Looking for understanding.
Proof that I’m human. Like others. And others understand me too. And others live too.
I blog in order to live by inspiration. Live in freedom. Live the way I want.
And you, who are reading this text, I hope, will be imbued with this thought, understanding, inspiration.
Thank you for your time.
